Finally a movement... I'm not dead, or dying, maybe it was only a long hibernation period. I need to find strenght to move on, sure, pills help, but... shouldn't be only this... Anyway, I'm going back to swimming, and I intend to study for a contest, or to start a master degree, or, whatever, I need to do more then work and sleep. I need to become a human being again, a person with a life, and interests, and dreams, and... well this kind of stuff... let's see how I'm going to do that...