:S

And I'm,again,the only d single in the group.... :(

Wondering

So I guess my problem is... Who the hell am I fooling? I've no idea what my problems are... I feel so lost....
Actually I want so many things I wouldn't know where to begin...

Let the games begin

You see... I'm kind of tired of things not working.... I can't get a good job, can't get money enough, won't fall in love, I'm tired of getting "no" all the time... it's time to go and get some yes for a change... even if I've to get witchy about it...

Annoyed

Seriously!
I think I'm just too old to be patient with every know-it-all that show up...

Questions and more questions

On Sunday, in the middle of a huge bad temper moment a friend said that my problem is that I need to get laid... and thinking about it... I guess he is right... seriously... it has been a while.... hormones can be a bitch...

Annoying

I don't know why I keep trying, why do I insist on trying, on believing... and then my legs are, yet again, knocked from underneath me, and yet again it hurts, and yet again I know that I it will hurt even more... why don't I give up the fuc**ng thing all together... seriously why do I still try?

Some days it just hurts more then I can handle..

And there is it

I guess we always have those moments where you just want the world to disappear into a black hole... that's me today... feel like blowing everything up and just disappearing into oblivion...
:S

lol Who'd say????

LOL

Who'd say?? I've stopped posting, not because I forgot, but because I've given the address to someone and now I'm kind of embarrassed to post. Stupidity, isn't it?
Anyhow, I have tasted something that I haven't had in more years that I care to count now... I slept holding hands. That's so bloody good!!! I don't know what I'll get out of it... I don't know...
I've found out that I've to pay to the celebration dinner at college until the seventh, and I guess I wont have many problems, but I wish I'd someone to go with me... I don't think I'll enjoy that much being there alone. I think I'm tired of being single... but there isn't anything I can do about it...

xx

It's raining

It's finally raining,  and hopes are life it's gonna be better.  Sunny days are nice but also are rainy days. Quoting a music I know:

Celebrate the rain falling down,
Celebrate the green trees growing from the ground,
Paradise we found,
Celebrate the rain falling down.

Deep in my soul

Deep in my soul I feel sad and alone... I feel like crying my eyes out... I'm all alone... surrounded by happy people... and thinking about what Gu told me: "I can't understand why you're alone"...

It just hurts... 

Crap....