Just can't understand...

Why some people just like to screw people over...
Seriously... grow up and stop being a child...
I'm so damn annoyed I can't really express myself...

Now I know why smartphones are so interesting...

Ok 10 days out... my smartphone died and I realised that the only way I can actually keep this running is if I can wright whenever I feel like it and not when I finally get to a computer...
:)

So... I'm back!!!!! :D

Ok... Back to being mean...

I'm at the airport, waiting for my flight and I see this woman... She might be on her early 50s, about 40 pounds overweighted (ok, who am I to talk about weight, right?), her hair is dyed blond (maybe she has been to lots of swimming pools, because it's in a shade of green), and she is wearing a really tight pair of leader-like trousers and a really fit golden sequin covered top, and a pair of black stiletto heels...

Did I mentioned that I'm in the airport? Did I mentioned that is still morning?

Weekend

Off to my weekend in Rio.
Hoping for loads of fun, plenty of sunshine and sunbathing, laughs, joy, drinks and a good game...

:)

Being mean

Ok... I know I'm being mean, but... How can some people just look like hookers? I saw a woman in the bus today... Jesus, Mary and Joseph... Seriously, she was nicely dressed, a good outfit to a work day in a store or so... But... She SO looked like a whore...

Thank the Gods for therapy

Lol
There isn't much else to say...
Feel less of a freak now...
It's fantastic to have help...

Ok dok

So in the most unlikely place and time I got one of my wishes fulfilled... It's so bloody strange... Because I had given up the idea of a threesome with 2 guys, because the people I know are actually quite nice... and square...
Then... I found out that some of them are not...
Then...  in a party yesterday someone proposed we played 'I've never...' Which was really fun... And led to some fun ideas... Now I'm kind of lost in thoughts... I think I liked enough to want it again... Even thou one of the guys was more watching than participating... Have to think... Thanks the Gods for therapy tomorrow...

I do have to stop this

Darn it... I've lost everything I'd typed...

I need to start to think properly again

Ops... Not really

Nope, my period still on (I thought it had finally finished yesterday)

Darn it

Lol

Bad mood day

I don't feel ok today... I'm anxious... Annoyed... Not sure how to put it... Feel like something is wrong, even thought my period has finally stopped... 9 days was long enough...

That's funny...

All my life I've been in and out of short term relationships.
I've had a couple of long term ones, but most part of them, were short term. And every time I realised that I was getting involved, I'd disappear.
I can see how this affected my general views of sex and romance. And I never had big problems, until now...

'hard to get' is messing up with my head... I'm under the impression that I'm falling... And I want to run... Big time, but at the same time, I don't...
In so screwed.... And afraid...

Crap I hate being afraid... Usually it puts me on flight out flight mode...

Time to start over, right?

Ok, it's the 7th (or 8th) of January already, so it's time to let go of the holidays, right?
I guess so... But I SO don't feel like it... Lol

Guess that's normal...

'Hard to get' and I went out yesterday, we went to have a coffee... And, go figure, he made the first move yesterday.

I'm under the impression that he wants to get to know me (and the other way around) first..., if it's this, it's actually nice...

I've to go.... Life just doesn't wait for no one...

See you

Family meeting

There was a family meeting this week... A typical Brazilian lunch to my non Brazilian relatives. Oh dear... That was... Ok, it wasn't so bad as I was expecting... But I'm glad that it happens once a year...

I met some cousins that are good fun, and that kind of saved the day...

And seriously, my grandmother's boyfriend/husband/whatever is so bloody annoying!!! 

It's new year!!!

Well...now is 2014... I guess it's time to start to take care of life...

I need to move...