HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

There are many songs talking about the end of an year , the beginning of a new one... today is the day to sing all them... :)

This is the Brazilian one:

Adeus ano velho
Feliz Ano Novo
Que tudo se realize
No ano que vai nascer.
Muito dinheiro no bolso
saúde pra dar e vender

Para os solteiros
Sorte no amor
Nenhuma esperança perdida

Para os casados
Nenhuma briga
Paz e sossego na vida

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! This year will be fantastic!!

trying again...

I'm lost... I don't know where to go, what to do... I'm feeling empty and lonely... missing my friends, and I don't feel like calling my friends here... it's like I'd bother them, or be in the way some how... Isn't it strange how you can just get lost on your way?

and then... where can I find a compass? How can I find my north?? Should I find a north??

Changing, changeling, wandering...

Almost two years living far away from home... learning the ways of others, meeting new people, making friends, creating a new version of my universe of friends and acquaintances... and now... I'm leaving again... moving back to Brazil... starting all over again... find a job, find a house... should I get one of those cruise's jobs?? will I get a job as a psychologist??

Don't know... time to meet my next path...

borbulhas

Acabei de descobrir que a palavra borbulha, em portugues de Portugal quer dizer espinha...

Nao pude deixar de pensar na musica:

"um peixe, para em seu limpido aquario mergulhar

fazer borbulhas de amor a luz da lua"

ew!!!

memory

During that fog, between being asleep and awake, I thought, "why is my ankle hurting?". Does this mean that I'll be able to actually forget?

starting again

starting again is not easy... starting is not easy...

when is there a "again" is harder...

start to walk again

start to live again

start to work again

oh boy...

but...

we have to start...

I have to start...

Sometimes, just hurts...

Sometimes when I wake up, I feel so lost, i just want to don't be there, I just want to... I want to be right... feel right...

I want be able to don't feel useless, hopeless, meaningless...

I don't want be alone... so alone that hurts, because it hurts...

I need find my way through my life... I do need goals, I do need... find my path...

why??

Why people are so pushy??? Why is so hard to understand the concept of "sorry, this is not possible" ?

Arg!!!

oh, dear!

my memory card looks like is not working...

back to London

Well, after a week of loads of bread, chocolate musses, and a lot of fantastic views, I'm back to London. I still have to check the almost 3000 pics I took during this week, but they will be all on flickr soon enough!!

:D

Paris!!

I finally am in Paris!!

Bread! Chocolate mousse!!! Notre Dame!!!

Oh dear...

:D

:D

Sunday!!!!!!!!!

good!!

Tomorrow I'll change my plaster!!

And Tuesday... off to Paris!!

:D

have to tell you something....

ridiculous!! I went downstairs to put some clothes to wash... and I'm worn out!!

Bother!!

You know you're in trouble, when you start to cry while reading a Pollyanna summary!!

My wheelchair

Finally I'll have my wheelchair... the hospital will lend me the wheelchair next Tuesday... till then i still restricted to my house... better saying... my bedroom...

Now the question is... who is going to save me??? In this case, pick up the chair for me...

On the 09 of July 2009

I was happely, going outside my school during the break time, then I'd the most stupid fall ever.

After that, the ambulance came, I went to hospital, they fixed my unkle, and now, I'm back home and I finally have time to do a Blog!! Cool!!! Let's try!!! (again....)